Prior to this, I was having one or two cheat nights a week. Those of you who know me can verify that these cheat nights are no joke….
I’ve been knowing to eat heaping portions of quesadillas….
That’s two bags of mozzarella cheese and a bag of tortilla chips. Cheat nights involve consuming all contents.
I mean, when the Cubs are in the playoffs, tea just doesn’t seem appropriate…
I coach others with their health and fitness. I share with others how when you do a certain program and follow the nutrition plan, you’ll get results. Part of this coaching involves leading by example. And to be honest, I haven’t been doing a great with this. I’ve been doing programs combined with massive cheat nights. Not only was I not practicing what I was preaching, but I wasn’t able to see whether or not some of these programs actually worked for me.
When I started my latest program, I decided I was going to do better with nutrition. I hadn’t planned on going this long eating clean. Once I made the decision to go to the theatre on pizza night and bring my shake, I was all in. I was going to finish this and finish strong.
Below are some pros and cons that happen when you decide to start eating clean:
-You feel sad or left out anytime you pass restaurants or bars. (Even if you probably wouldn’t want to go there anyway that night.)
-You stare longingly at certain foods at the grocery store.
-You say no to a lot of free food and samples.
-I’m saving a lot of money
-There’s a plethora of foods and meals I do enjoy that are very healthy
Oatmeal and apples with cinnamon. Delish.
I have a pretty sweet healthy shake that I like to make nice and thick…
I kind of like chicken….
-I have killer morning and evening routine that work great because I sleep better when I eat better
-I am digging my results so far
This was after week four! (After picture is on the left….I’m still learning guys.)
The biggest takeaway has been what I mentioned earlier: I had no idea what to do for fun if food or drink wasn’t involved.
Cheat nights were how I enjoyed my downtime. Carbs, cheese, and alcohol were my go-to way of having a night off. (Even if the only other friend in my apartment was named Netflix. )
I’m a bit embarrassed by this. Yet I’m guessing I’m not alone in the category. I won’t lie – I still haven’t learned exactly what to do with my downtime. I’ve been working a lot on incorporating more fun and relaxation into my life. Eating clean has definitely limited my options.
So what next?
I’m still going! I have two and a half more weeks of my program. And then?
I’m cheating 🙂
This has been less of a “I should do this forever” thing and more of an “Okay, what can I learn from this?” experience. I know I’ll have more cheat nights. I know I’ll indulge when I’m on vacation. But I also know (and this is really cool) that I’m more capable than I thought. Given that the longest I can remember going with clean eating was prior to this, I’ve learned a lot about myself.
But I haven’t mastered it. I’m still learning. Just know this: If I can do it, you can too. Learning that we’re capable of more than what we thought we could do is an awesome, awesome feeling.
And that’s how you start to become your most positive, healthy, and creative self.
Let’s go get ‘em.
Struggling to stick with healthier habits yourself? Looking for ways to incorporate new ones? Shoot me an email at firstname.lastname@example.org and let’s see if I can help or offer any free tips!